Bittersweet
Tomorrow is Alex's 1st birthday and I'm already crying. I'm very excited for the next stage, because after having Ben I know how much fun it gets from here.
But, I'm scared to let go. Alex is most likely our last child. The last soft, sweet smelling baby skin I will feel pressed against mine. Comforting him, cradled against my chest as only a mother can.
I took this photo today to always remind me of how it feels, how he feels.
I'm not ready...
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beautiful photo! What did you use for the background? Xander will be 7 months tomorrow...already!
Oh Tabitha....you're going to make me cry. It's an amazing photo!
Oh Tabitha... this is just so touching. I felt the same way about my boys..and the last one.. just really hard to think about them not being a baby much longer.
I just delt with my baby leaving to be out on his own , not to long ago.. and it was rough. Thank goodness...if you raise them being used to "mom hugs" they still let you have them... no matter how old they are.
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